it sucks booty to be awake in the middle of the night without anyone to talk to. jiggaboo is asleep & im stuck with my niggga cousin playing mw2. im not even tired. this suck donkey balls. all im doing is blasting pandora & beating my score on jetpack. & trying to wake up my nigga. :( when i shouldntttt. ugh!
at this point, i can finally say im satisfied.
when a guy asks your parents for permission. dates, asking to come over, etc. is a big thumbs up. especially when they have a close relationship with them.
i am really glad whats been happening lately. satisfied for once. & ive been so insecure & passing up opportunities lately, now im willing to take risks. im not gonna let a chance slip by especially if its a good one.
the past few months & days, ive learned that love means happiness. seeing the person you love the most is happy. even though their happiness is not from me.
fuck titles. as long as we know what we are to each other then im cool with that.
its so fucking hard to stay happy nowadays.
i didnt see that coming :( tonight wouldve ended up perfect but things just had to go thru. instead of being happy the rest of the night. i got two eyes bawling & stinging afterwards. i just wish things would be better by the morning. ive never cried this much in so long, =( nor felt this way. either way ive always hated being in this position. things better go right by tomarrow.
when a guy have a way with his words but use it to every other girl out there. smh. at least change your game.
my babyboy <3
i didnt try to push you away nor i intended to. i never told you to leave nor i asked you too. youve always just been there for me & i am so thankful or that.
i just cant do it.
a girl who knows her worth, knows what she deserves.
i always try to go to bed really tired, so when i lay down, i don’t have to think about every thought i tried to avoid the whole day.
(via elisaalyanna)
i rarely go to parties & kickbacks now. i miss where i usually go to fairfield for those typa things. but then again, i don’t wanna go back to where i was. i gave up all of those. & surprisingly i am doing good.
