February 2012
January 2012
it sucks booty to be awake in the middle of the night without anyone to talk to. jiggaboo is asleep & im stuck with my niggga cousin playing mw2. im not even tired. this suck donkey balls. all im doing is blasting pandora & beating my score on jetpack. & trying to wake up my nigga. :( when i shouldntttt. ugh!
at this point, i can finally say im satisfied.
when a guy asks your parents for permission. dates, asking to come over, etc. is a big thumbs up. especially when they have a close relationship with them.
i am really glad whats been happening lately. satisfied for once. & ive been so insecure & passing up opportunities lately, now im willing to take risks. im not gonna let a chance slip by especially if its a good one.
the past few months & days, ive learned that love means happiness. seeing the person you love the most is happy. even though their happiness is not from me.
December 2011
fuck titles. as long as we know what we are to each other then im cool with that.
its so fucking hard to stay happy nowadays.
i didnt see that coming :( tonight wouldve ended up perfect but things just had to go thru. instead of being happy the rest of the night. i got two eyes bawling & stinging afterwards. i just wish things would be better by the morning. ive never cried this much in so long, =( nor felt this way. either way ive always hated being in this position. things better go right by tomarrow.
when a guy have a way with his words but use it to every other girl out there. smh. at least change your game.
i didnt try to push you away nor i intended to. i never told you to leave nor i asked you too. youve always just been there for me & i am so thankful or that.
i just cant do it.
a girl who knows her worth, knows what she deserves.
i always try to go to bed really tired, so when i lay down, i don’t have to think about every thought i tried to avoid the whole day.
We're not friends, we're strangers with memories.
i rarely go to parties & kickbacks now. i miss where i usually go to fairfield for those typa things. but then again, i don’t wanna go back to where i was. i gave up all of those. & surprisingly i am doing good.
damn, it’s already december. it felt like it was just yesterday when i changed my calendar to november. first day of this month went by good and this whole week while everybody else is having a bad week ;( cheer up guys!
thinking about it, a lot happened the past few months and i’m proud of myself for getting thru the tough times. & s/o for the people who were there for me.
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jennyeez:
I hate when people think that I’m tweetin about them indirectly or whatever.. just no, never, why would I even waste my precious tweets on you?! Hahaha
November 2011
janba-juice:
Work Out (remix) — J. Cole feat....
i’m very thankful for what i have right now. satisfied with the little things, dont need the finer things. im appreciating more of what i have rather than looking for & being miserable on what i dont have. the past few days really did made me open my eyes. i have great families on both side & niggas who wont let me fall. & damn i need to be more thankful when it comes to them. i...
hahahah, okay. people decide to be some type of comedian nowadays. its funny af.
honestly i have no idea what i did wrong & im not down to fix it. from the start i wasnt trynna get into something serious & you knew that cos of the shit i went thru for more than 2 months.
people need to realize that being sad and depress will not benefit you to anything at all. sure, you can be sad at one point but you cant be forever. youll always have that sad feeling inside, but realize it won’t do you any good. i’ve been to that path before, and honestly. itll waste your time. stop being sad & mock all day on something you can’t change. cheer up and do...
October 2011
honestly, i think about you from time to time. wondering the couldve beens, shouldve beens ,& wouldve beens. but everything is over with & done with. im not dwelling about it anymore. i dont cry at the thought of it or just get sad when i think of it. past is past & im happy im finally getting over everything. life is too short to be miserable for something you can just be thankful...
IM GONNNA HAVE A FUCKING GOOD DAY. dont fuck with me today. no matter what ill have a fucking good day.
whoever watched PLL, if you look closely in Ali’s room there’s a picture frame that has her jason & her twin sister picture.
i reallly dont have any respect for people nowadays.
some people just need to stop & be mature. you cant just take out someone’s business & publish it to the whole world. you need to know your damn limits.
on the real, i love my mom. she lifted my mood up right away. she saw the puffy eyes & tissues everywhere. she gave me advice & whatnot in tagalog. “sometimes things just doesnt go the way you want it & in the end youll realize its the best for you” “i promise you later in the future when you look back to where you are now, youll laugh about it & ask yourself why...
im jealous of all the couples that can maintain a relationship after fighting & arguing a million times.
i need to straighten up things in my life. even tho im hurting inside im gonna try my best. basketball, school, & family on my mind. for now, im gonna help myself get over things. even though that shit is painful, ill try. im gonna try not to cry about it as much anymore. its about time that ill do something for myself.
im so tired of fake bitches. dont be so fucking pussy, & just say it to my face. no need for that unnecessary bullshit & indirect tweets. motherfuckers can just suck my dick.
NTS: no more eating sweet & salty & junk food when about to be TOM. no coffee or chocolates. :( it causes my ugly cramps.
ive said im done a million times, but here i go again. im gonna at least try before i leave.
bottling up all these feelings. so many things running on my mind, things i wanna say & just leave alone. theres no point on saying anything about it. all i can really say is best of luck w/ everything cos you deserve it all.
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caldee:
When will I be happy again? When will things go back to normal? When will I wake up in the morning and not cry? When will there be a day when I don’t have to wish for you to forgive me for whatever I did? When will I find out the reason you left me?
September 2011
just need to get this out.
this week & last week you’ve been on my nerves. it is irritating the shit out of me. i asked a simple question if the dog can sleep in the room, you can just say a simple no, BUT no you had to fucking yell. like that shit was unnecessary. do you fucking know what i heard all night? the fucking dog scratching on the door & crying. you have no damn sympathy or any type of shit. WHY DID...
youre gettting on my damn last nerves. i swear if youre doing this on purpose, i will beat you up. but yknow what just for you ill put that pride aside.
If you got a solid chick, stick with her.
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Don’t get tempted by the thirsty hoes.
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