just need to get this out.
this week & last week you’ve been on my nerves. it is irritating the shit out of me. i asked a simple question if the dog can sleep in the room, you can just say a simple no, BUT no you had to fucking yell. like that shit was unnecessary. do you fucking know what i heard all night? the fucking dog scratching on the door & crying. you have no damn sympathy or any type of shit. WHY DID YOU EVEN LET US HAVE A DOG? are you fucking with me right now. NOT ONLY you fucking yelled saying no, but you had to give me a damn long ass lecture about something so fucking irrelevant from what we were talking about before that. UGH, my damn blood is rushing right now from how mad i am. i never gave you that much of an attitude this week okay, all you did was complain & shit, i didn’t fix my bed in the morning cos i was about to be late, i can fucking fix it when i get home. NO ONE IS GONNA BE IN THE ROOM ANYWAY. is someone gonna fucking visit the room? NO. then you’re gonna get mad & ask why the fuck i was late in 1st period. shit. SAYING i dont do shit at home when you just let your butt sit all day long. you made me do laundry when i was sick af. saying its my fault i was sick. you didn’t teach your other daughter to close her damn mouth when she coughs OKAY. you don’t even help your damn child on her hw, you always ask ME, does it look like i have no hw at all? like im in high school. this school thing is getting harder every year, I AM TRYING MY HARDEST TO GET SOME GOOD ASS GRADES SO YOU CAN’T BE DISAPPOINTED IN ME. even with just a damn B in my grades you go all ape shit, UNLIKE my damn dad he can at least treat me out or say something good, not with you yelling constantly saying i don’t try enough. DO YOU SEE ME ALL DAY ON THAT DAMN TABLE TRYING TO FINISH HW & CRAM EVERYTHING IN MY HEAD TO PASS THE TEST THE NEXT DAY? NO. you obviously don’t cos you don’t notice. all you do is whine about everything wrong about the house, me, EVERY FUCKING THING. you get all mad that the dog almost peed on the couch. I ASKED ONE LITTLE THING TO PUT A TRAINING PAD ON THE DAMN FLOOR COS I WAS GONNA BE LATE FOR SCHOOL. SHE KNOWS HOW TO FUCKING PEE & POO ON THAT SHIT THEN YOU TRYNNA BLAME IT ALL ON ME. & you can’t fucking use your own hands instead of asking me to do a million things at the same time. i sound like a damn brat. but if you would just live with this damn woman. she will fucking drive you crazy.
